my weight is affecting my emotion more and more. I am fat and I don’t want to go out in public like this. It’s just embarrassing to have people see me like this.
I filmed this hilarious video and it was supposed to go up tomorrow but I couldn’t stand to look at my fat face. My skin is terrible right now and I just hate myself. Why can’t I control what I eat? Why can’t I not eat at all? I eat so much and it’s disgusting.
I hate myself.
